A List of Things I Would Like To Do
Since I’ve been really busy recently and incredibly stressed, I thought I’d make a list of things I WANT to do instead of things I HAVE to do. Wow I sound whiny/bitchy. (y/n? I’ve noticed people using that a lot these days) This will be a short list, because I don’t…want…I’m tired…
1. Collect all of my worldly possessions from my room and move them downstairs into a guestroom so that I can get to work painting it. This is not so much an enjoyable activity, but I really need to do this, and I’m sure once the room is painted it will look so gorgeous and lovely that I can’t help feeling good.
2. Upload some things to deviantart. I get grouchy when I can’t draw anything meaningless and fun once in a while. Right now I can either work on my novel or not draw at all, because if I’m not working on my novel I feel guilty. The only problem is I get really good ideas about lots of things, but I can’t put them on paper because of the whole guilt thing. So it just leaves me doing next to no drawing at all.
3. Paint my nails blue. I know it sounds silly, but I like it when my hands look pretty. My nails get dirty way too fast and they make me uncomfortable and sad. Be cleen, nails! Please? Anyway if I cover them with shiny blue nailpaint they will not appear dirty and I can gain some self-confidence back.
Fin! I hope this will make me feel better. I must have more free time than I realize, but I still feel like I’m being crammed in a small box. Goodnight.
